Author: Michael

  • Enough

    What does it mean to have enough? My church has been preaching through the Sermon on the Mount since last September. In November, we covered the Lord’s Prayer in the context of verse 5-15, but after a break for Advent, we’ve come back to work through the prayer itself more slowly. Yesterday, Darren covered verses 11 and 13, but I’ve been largely thinking about what he said on verse 11 and the concept of daily bread.

    Aside from the cultural differences that exist between us and a society of day laborers that make it hard to grasp the metaphor, we struggle to recognize what it is that we actually need. Darren framed this point in terms of the lie of believing that God is withholding “enough.”

    Three weeks earlier, I preached from 1 Kings 19 on Elijah’s flight from Jezebel and his encounter with God at Mount Horeb (sidenote: there’s another post in my mental queue about Moses, Elijah, and Jesus on mountains). One key aspect of that passage is that reality doesn’t quite live up to Elijah’s expectations of what God was going to do after the events of Mount Carmel. Instead of revival in Israel, Elijah receives a warrant for his arrest and execution. And so he flees to speak to God. My main argument in that sermon was that in situations like Elijah’s where our expectations and God’s actions don’t agree, the problem is on our side.

    And so that’s what hit me as soon as Darren starting talking about daily bread in terms of having enough. Partially it was because Elijah actually says that “It is enough” after he runs himself to exhaustion, collapses under a bush, and asks to die. But I don’t think that is the same sense of the word “enough.” Elijah has had enough trouble, but Jesus is concerned with having enough provision for the day.

    An English search for the word “enough” turns up some interesting passages to ponder, but I’ll leave that as an exercise for later. Two other passages come to mind as well as what Jesus says in the rest of the Sermon on the Mount.

    The first is Proverbs 31:15-16 (all Scripture quotes from ESV):

    The leech has two daughters:
    Give and Give.
    Three things are never satisfied
    four never say, "Enough":
    Sheol, the barren womb,
    the land never satisfied with water,
    and the fire that never says, "Enough."

    If we become those who never have enough, we are like death, barrenness, drought, and wildfire. We need to possess the ability at some point to be satisfied and to be content.

    In 2 Corinthians 12, we read of Paul’s vision and the thorn in his flesh. He concludes, “For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong.” Paul has what we might call an interesting view of contentment. We see this also in Philippians 4 and 1 Timothy 6. How often is our view of having “enough” defined by not having the items in Paul’s list? If we have weaknesses or insults or hardships or persecutions or calamities, aren’t those signs that we do not have “enough?” It seems our definition is flawed (and coincidentally so is Elijah’s).

    Returning to Matthew 6, Jesus ends with a long section on not being anxious, He recognizes that we need food, drink, and clothes and that our “heavenly Father knows that we need them all” (v. 32). If we seek first the kingdom of God, we will have all these things that we need. Not what we think we need. But what we actually need. Which might be less than we want, but will be everything necessary for us to continue seeking the kingdom. Finally, Jesus brings anxiety back to the idea of daily provision saying, “Therefore, do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble” (v. 34).

    We already have enough simply by virtue of belonging to the kingdom of God. When we begin chasing after provisions we don’t necessarily need, it might be a sign that our faith is weak. Of course this discussion leads to another question, “If we are part of God’s kingdom, shouldn’t we be able to expect to have more than enough?” But I’ll save that for my next post.

  • Competition for the Glory of God

    I like to run.

    I like to run fast and competitively.

    And yet, I know that running, particularly when it involves competition, can very easily become a self-centered and prideful pursuit.

    Today’s Ask Pastor John episode is titled “Three Metrics for Your Fitness” and it got me thinking about this topic. I’d encourage you to read or listen to the whole thing, but since Piper was focused more on the pursuit of body image and health than on competition, I wanted to think through some applications for racing chasing goals.

    Piper asks three questions to help diagnose the spiritual value of one’s fitness regime:

    1. Is that pursuit a genuine desire to defeat sin in my own life?
    2. Is that pursuit of fitness a genuine desire to become more useful in serving the temporal and eternal good of others?
    3. Is my pursuit of fitness expressing a genuine desire to show that Christ is more valuable to me than my looks or my health or my reputation as disciplined?

    Let’s consider those one by one. First, does racing and training help defeat sin in my life? I think that can be a very convicting question. Here’s how I approach it. While I set aggressive goals and like to compete, my primary motivation for running and training is not those things. I know that I’m healthier and my mind works better when I’m fit. And having a well functioning mind is important to fighting sin. Ultimately, the time goals and races serve to place some urgency on regular training. If I have an upcoming race on my calendar, it’s easier to get out the door for a run when I’m busy. Additionally, while I’m very competitive in the moment of racing, I’ve learned to move on quickly. I generally refused to be defined by the results of any race or achieving any goal. Whenever I notice that I’ve become focused on results, then I realize I need to pause and re-evaluate.

    As far as serving others, I mentioned already that my mind works better when I’m at a certain level of fitness. That becomes important when preaching, teaching, and writing. I’ve also found that being fit improves my body’s ability to handle stress of all sorts. Preaching a sermon is exhausting in all sorts of ways. I recover faster when my body is as healthy as possible. It can be helpful to keep those aims in mind when training so that running faster isn’t an end in itself. I also find it helpful to think primarily about competing against myself. Hitting a faster time or a new distance is more important than how many other people finished ahead of me. One of the best things about competitive running (at least for non-elite athletes) is that everyone can have different goals and we can support one another in a way where everybody wins (and not just in a silly “everyone is a winner” sense).

    In the area of competition, Piper’s last question gets to the heart of what happens afterwards. Do you meet a goal and react by giving thanks to God? Or are you impressed with yourself and what you’ve just done? In Daniel 4, the Babylonian King Nebuchadnezzar looks out over his kingdom and is very impressed with himself and all that he has built. So God strikes him with a madness that leads to him eating grass like an ox. When his reason is restored, he humbles himself and gives glory to God. When you win, are you impressed with yourself or with the God who made every molecule of your body? Are you drawing attention to yourself or to the One who sustained every moment of your training? Likewise, if you fail to meet a goal, do you still pause and worship or do you become even more dedicated to the next attempt?

    This question also touches on how we order our training in relationship to the rest of our lives. Paul tells Timothy to “train yourself for godliness; for while bodily training is of some value, godliness is of value in every way, as it holds promise for the present life and also for the life to come. The saying is trustworthy and deserving of full acceptance. For to this end we toil and strive, because we have our hope set on the living God, who is the Savior of all people, especially of those who believe” (1 Tim 4:7-10, ESV). We can train hard and race hard, but we need to remember to put any sort of fitness into its proper place.

    If training and competing leads us to sin, draws us away from serving others, or distracts our focus or the focus of others from God Himself, then it’s time to re-evaluate our training regimen and probably ease up on things for a time.

  • A Blog in 2026?

    That’s right. I’m starting a blog. In the year 2026. Which is something like 15-20 years after the peak of blogs as a popular medium of communication. We’ve moved towards shorter and more visual forms of communication and yet I chose this instead. Here are a few reasons I’ve decided to start writing a blog this year:

    1. I’m not good at the short form thing. I’ve had a Twitter account since the days of the Fail Whale and when re-tweeting was done by typing RT and quoting the previous message. Now, I just use it to read a handful of accounts. Even when I was more active, I mostly re-tweeted or tweeted about sports. I don’t have much content of substance in there. Facebook was a little better, but I mostly left that after they changed to focus to consuming the algorithmic feed and made it harder to connect with faraway friends.
    2. I want to stay in the practice of writing. I noticed that if I took a semester off (like most summers), it took about a month to feel like I could write quickly again. Given that writing a doctoral dissertation is a real possibility in the future, I want to be writing regularly. I have a word count goal for the year. Anything I write here as well as things like sermon manuscripts and letters will count. Shorter communications like texts, slack messages, and e-mails do not. I guess if I write something like a letter in an e-mail, that will count, but I don’t tend to do that. Generally, I only want to count things that have some level of organization.
    3. Writing publicly puts some level of accountability on me to keep up with writing. I’m more likely to find the time to write if I know someone is expecting regular content (note to self: talk friends into reading this blog).
    4. I have a lot of random thoughts in my head after finishing seminary. Some of those might be worth sharing. This blog seems like a reasonable place to do so. Early on, I’ll probably focus on takeaways from various classes. Eventually, I’ll move into some observations on what the Bible has to say about rest and work. In between, I’ll talk a bit about running and computers. And I’ll throw out some thoughts on other topics too. Just to keep y’all guessing.
    5. I considered YouTube as an alternative/addition. I did a short-lived audio podcast during the COVID lockdowns. I’m not ruling out an audio/visual thing eventually, but for now, I want to focus on writing. I have other outlets for regularly speaking right now.

    And so I’m starting a blog in 2026. The intent is to publish at least one “longer” piece of writing a week (likely on Saturdays) and add a few shorter posts during the week if I’m not too busy. We’ll see what actually happens.